The dream God had put in my heart has disintegrated into dust. It turned into a bust my heart is crushed before all is lost I must move forward and find a new dream. What do I do now? where do I go? My life is moving in slow mo. So many questions left unanswered. I hope this doesn't leave me plastered. Can I still be the faithful servant and continue to follow my master? I can no longer do what I loved. my soul has died, and I am left here crying in agony. I thought this was your will? I put in the sacrifice and hard work like you said to, yet, my pertinence has not paid off. I'm in turmoil sputtering and utterly lost. My mind is in need of repair I yell out in my deepest darkest despair "God! Why have you forsaken me?" I close my eyes and pray. I awaken from my silent depths and I am transformed. A new sense of purpose has entered my soul. A new vision is in my sights I will surrender to you. God's will be done. You see, a lost dream is like death. It never dies but becomes reborn into something new, something better than it was before. I had nothing, now I have everything like the lotus flower blooming in the mud my mind has become transcended. Have faith have hope believe.
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I was searching looking outward looking inward traveling to the highest mountains and hottest deserts journeying to sacred lands in search of meaning, in search of love. I prayed day and night to find you I was about to give up hope... Then you came along and stole my heart without judgment, without hate this is our fate your blinding light from above penetrated deep within my soul and saved me. Darkness had surrounded me like a blind man searching for sight my heart breaking, being shattered in two I was lost and could not be found I didn't know what to do. Even though the church discouraged the sin that was in me Temptation beckoned me and I fell to the addictions of life... Then you came along and stole my heart without judgment, without hate this is our fate your blinding light from above penetrated deep within my soul and saved me. I was teetering on the edge trembling with fear caught in between shadow and light I was weary and heavy laden the thick smoke gaged me like a zombie, I needed to get rest but did not know who to give it to I had no one to trust my faith was low I cried out in pain "Please help me! I need your love! Where are you?"... Then you came along and stole my heart without judgment, without hate this is our fate your blinding light from above penetrated deep within my soul and saved me.
God is the truth, the light, and the way. Follow him, and you will see who you are supposed to be. You sense the eyes of the world are watching you. judge no one love all. Stuck in the mire can't lift yourself out you have met fear. You feel your life is going down the drain and you can't escape you are trying in vain to go higher. You feel it's no use so you just let go love you do not know, your heart has been cut too many times now for life to go on. Self-doubt, self-pity a martyr you are you have given up hope. Hold on, don't let go, let hope arise. Now is the time to let God's grace pull you away from your self made funeral pyre. If you listen really hard you can hear the angels sing. it's beautiful and strong, for God has come to rescue you from a life that's worth living.
Dream it say it do it. I'm drowning and I can't swim like a fish outta water I can't get air, I can't get to the brim I can't breathe I only bleed for my dream I'm breaking apart at the seams cause I can't reach it I fight for it every day every day's a losing battle one step forward two steps back I'm shackled in this shack I can't face the truth if I'm a hack this will kill me if I don't get it a slow torture of death I have to keep fighting I'm not gonna quit I'm gonna get out of this pit this is what my soul is yearning for, it's calling out I'm not giving you a sermon but I am. I have a vision planted in my brain I'm not insane this is my quest. dream it say it do it is the anthem that I preach this is the journey that I seek it may look bleak but I don't care I'm going after it anyway and I won't be scared. This is my life I see it in front of me no turning back cut me some slack I've got all the facts I know what I'm doing I'm not fooling I'm not losing my life's not gonna be in ruins my dream I am pursuing however long it takes until the end. I know it's hard I know it's tough but what's the alternative? dream it say it do it. This poem was written about someone who really wants to go after their dream and attain it but they are struggling with it. They finally let go and decide enough is enough and go after it with all their heart and soul because that's what their passion is.
Silent tears flow from my eyes thinking back when it was time for us to fly we knew the day would come, long before that Our feelings for each other went flat, dead on arrival. The pain hurt in our hearts but we both had to make a new start, we couldn't keep going on like the walking dead, the zombie apocalypse in our bed. We had to break the ties for it was time for our last goodbye. What went wrong how did things change was what the tape recorder kept playing in my head and my nervous breakdown would have spread so the stop button I had to find and hit it one last time or I would have gone insane and had damage to my brain. We changed over the years, this is true, and as time went on, we both were blue. We got stuck in a rut and couldn't move forward we went backwards in time, and our feelings were lowered. The end was near but it was hard to let go The darkness and drenching rains came, the dam stopped the flooding flow, devastation all around but nothing for shame there was nobody really to blame but ourselves. There was beauty in the ashes as a ray of light flashes I saw the future offered a tiny bit of hope separately for me and you, and knew we could cope but we had to break the ties for it was time for our last goodbye. The end was there but nothing to fear it was becoming all too clear we couldn't hold on to something that was gone everything had all gone wrong, or right depending on how you looked at things. Fighting and arguing sewed the seed then ignoring one another caused the soul to bleed. We tried to make things work but to no avail the relationship was meant to fail. If we stayed together things would have only gotten worse we would have been going in reverse and only trouble would have come from it. The love we once had was not on the mends, If we still hung out and talked it would not have payed dividends so that was it, we had to break the ties for it was time for our last goodbye. This is about someone looking back on a failed relationship, and even though they tried to work on things some relationships aren't meant to be and it's time to move on. When a relationship ends it's not the end of everything but a period of growth and rebirth to a new way of being. Also in all things there is hope. Even in a failed relationship there's hope for a better future.
Tomorrow may never come we may never see the sun burn brightly in the sky tomorrow may never come the star's twilight gone see the dark clouds in the distance tomorrow may never come. Don't believe what you see don't believe what you hear don't believe what you dream keep your eyes on your own reality this present moment is the only truth faith will get you through. Tomorrow may never come we may only live for today we may have to find a new place to play. Where will we be if tomorrow never comes? Live for today, for tomorrow may never come. Don't believe what you see don't believe what you hear don't believe what you dream keep your eyes on your own reality this present moment is the only truth faith will get you through. This is about not knowing what tomorrow will bring and that it may never come. There are no guarantees for tomorrow, and the past is gone. We only have this moment to truly live. This one moment contains the truth of life, because this one moment is all we have. We are here and now in the present. How will we spend it?
I’m stuck.
I have nowhere to run to and
nowhere to hide.…
The pain that’s been with me has me
fit to be tied.
I’m low on energy and
low on fuel
I’m about to have a duel
within myself.
Don’t know how much longer I can go.
I’m out of service.
I’m Lacking in motivation, but strong in temptation.
I’m suffocating with each breath of air.
I’m losing my affiliation with the human race
I’m moving from here to there
I need to be put in my place
But by whom?
I’m out of service.
I can’t sleep
I wake up at night with a recurring dream
I’m losing you ‘cause I can’t find my theme
What does that mean?
What you sow shall you reap
I’m going nowhere fast
I can’t find you even though I search high and low
I need to move away from the status quo
All systems are not go.
I’m out of service.
This is about someone who has given up hope, and can’t go on anymore. Someone who is trying to find God, but can’t, and doesn’t know what to do. God is always here, within us, not outside of us. Look from within, that is where your hope and strength really are.
Life's a strange journey. We're born, we live our lives the best we can day by day, we die, and the cycle continues until we say enough is enough.
Life has been hard and full of pain. It’s been one big giant stain I feel like I’m going down the drain it’s time to refrain but I can’t. I just can’t. I don’t believe in love. It doesn’t fit like a glove. In the sky there is no dove. I lost my faith, can’t hesitate, don’t wanna dissipate, But I may. I don’t believe in fairy tales. The good guys never win. I don’t believe people are supportive They aren’t gentle I need to be put in a kennel they’re all mental which led me to the state I’m in. I don’t believe in hope it slips out of my hands like soap I try to grab it but I get tangled in the rope this ain’t dope, I can’t cope. I’m free fallin' I’m desperate my life has become septic I’m being tested, Am I the culprit? If so I wanna make an exit. I should get down on my knees I don’t believe in prayer My hearts gonna tare, I’m gasping for air, life ain't fair. I have extreme anxiety. God’s nowhere to be seen I have to come clean, don’t know how much help that’ll be I’m gonna scream, I’m not in a dream. I just don’t believe. This is a poem about someone who has no belief in anything. No belief and no hope. There is hope in any situation you find yourself in. You just have to believe and not give up.
Stuck in the middle, unable to move where do I go, what do I choose? This indecision's killing me my free will is in battle of will's not knowing what to do is driving me insane. My determinism is getting the better of me. The devil's on my left God's on my right both are talking in my ear which makes it more disturbing. I'm caught in between heaven and hell if I don't decide, I'll stay here and die I need to find a way to be free. As I stay here and wait, I know judgment day is near angel or devil This is my life, Buridan's donkey. Buridan's Donkey is an illustration of a paradox in philosophy in the conception of free will. It refers to a hypothetical situation where a donkey that is equally hungry and thirsty is placed precisely midway between a stack of hay and a pail of water. Since the paradox assumes the donkey will always go to whichever is closer it will die od both hunger and thirst since it can't make any rational decision to choose one over the other. It's named after the 14th centruy French philosopher Jean Burdain. My poem has a different take on it. It's about someone who is deciding to choose between doing something good or something evil.
