I DON’T BELIEVE

Life has been hard and full of pain.
It’s been one big giant stain
I feel like I’m going down the drain
it’s time to refrain
but I can’t. I just can’t.

I don’t believe in love. It doesn’t fit like a glove.
In the sky there is no dove.
I lost my faith,
can’t hesitate,
don’t wanna dissipate,
But I may.

I don’t believe in fairy tales. The good guys never win.
I don’t believe people are supportive
They aren’t gentle
I need to be put in a kennel
they’re all mental
which led me to the state I’m in.

I don’t believe in hope
it slips out of my hands like soap
I try to grab it but I get tangled in the rope
this ain’t dope,
I can’t cope.

I’m free fallin'
I’m desperate
my life has become septic
I’m being tested, Am I the culprit?
If so I wanna make an exit.
I should get down on my knees
I don’t believe in prayer
My hearts gonna tare,
I’m gasping for air,
life ain't fair.

I have extreme anxiety.
God’s nowhere to be seen
I have to come clean,
don’t know how much help that’ll be
I’m gonna scream,
I’m not in a dream.

I just don’t believe.


This is a poem about someone who has no belief in anything.  No belief and no hope.  There is hope in any situation you find yourself in.  You just have to believe and not give up.