CROSSWINDS

The crosswinds are upon me
how long will they blow
how long will they flow?
Past moving behind
future ahead
yet, I am living n the now,
where everything changes yet,
nothing changes at all.

The crosswinds
blow threw me and around me.
I see everything at once and
nothing at all.
The past was once a powerful pull
the future,
what does one say about the future but a blend of worrying and dreams
in an imaginary series of events yet to unfold.
All is illusion.
The crosswinds, where the two paths shall meet in the now.
Where there is no past or future only stillness.
Be still.

The crosswinds rage stronger and stronger in times of what seems like trouble and
in times of what seems like peace.
They meet in the eternal presence of surrendering and knowing
of truth.
They meet where I once was lost but now I’m found, in the I AM presence of God
Whatever God means to you.

Sometimes I feel like,
I feel
everyone’s emotions. They engulf me
penetrates me
moves deep inside me. Terrifying me at times
The Pain and suffering I feel is like my own
until the presence of the
crosswinds blow it away
and I know who I truly am.