3 A.M.

I woke up at 3 a.m.
dreaming of you in my head
wishing you were in my bed
remembering the day when I lost you
and my last words to you were not said

I love you.
I should have told you
I love you. 
I hope you know that,
I love you
you will always be in my heart,
I love you.

I will remember it always
it's like a movie playing every night in my mind
I wish I could put it on rewind,
so that day would change.
I feel like I'm to blame.
You left on that plane
you'd be back in a day or two
and I only said goodbye
now, all I wanna do is fly
on outta here and 
meet you in heaven
so I can say these words to you 

I love you.
I should have told you
I love you.
I hope you know that,
I love you
you will always be in my heart,
I love you.

I woke up at 3 a.m.
with you on my heart and mind.
It's our anniversary and the years have passed
it's like walking on shredded glass
and I can't seem to find the time to move on.
I don't wanna forget our time we spent together,
every night I drink the same old wine
to dull the pain of how much I miss you,
but it doesn't work.
I'm not doing fine
I wanna take that day away
we will never again have a chance to play.
The guilt is eating me up inside
I'm finding it very hard to take everything in stride.
My stomach is in knots, and tightening with each passing day,
like a noose choking off my emotions which I cannot feel.
There's an open wound
in my soul that won't heal
for not saying the words that were in my heart

I love you
I should have told you
I love you.
I hope you know that,
I love you
you will always be in my heart,
I love you.

I woke up at 3.a.m.
I get out of bed
and stare at the wedding picture of us on the wall.
You're so beautiful.
that day was magical and full of joy.
I take the picture off the hook,
and clutch the photo to my chest.
I'm never gonna rest until I see you again
I will wait for you
and say these words 

I love you
I should have told you
I love you.
I hope you know that,
I love you
you will always be in my heart,
I love you.