The Light Through The Darkness

This is a blog about hope, inspiration, and traveling on the path to self discovery.

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FADE AWAY

Fade away, fade away
into the light.
Fade away, fade away
into a billion suns.
Fade away, fade away
from the evil that’s underneath.
Fade away, fade away
into space, stars, and dust.

It’s Christmas time yet again
the dreaded feeling of loss of hope and sadness,
of being alone in a crowd, in the darkness.
looking up at the stars and feeling out of place.
That’s the feeling of hopelessness that
always comes from me more often than not,
but especially so this time of year.
Does it always have to be like this?
To be or not to be, that is the question.
Is it time to
Fade away?
To just fade away?

My soul aches for the dreams in my heart
to come to pass.
I pray every day for them to come to fruition
but it always seems to never happen.
My prayers don’t go answered
and yet I believe, and still believe
cause that’s what were supposed to do right?
Maybe its time to fade away
just fade away.

Arguments, disagreements it doesn’t seem worth it anymore
is it time to find the door?
I don’t know what else to do. Pain and confusion are surrounding me.
Maybe this is the time to fade away,
just fade away.

I search for answers where none can be found.
I search high and low,
within, and without
and still no answers.
Don’t know where to turn.
I believe it’s time.
It’s time.
I slowly walk to the bridge with my head hung low
feelings of despair and grief consume me, I can’t take it anymore.
I climb onto the ledge and sit.
I sigh deeply, with tears rushing down my face
I put my face in my hands.
What has brought me to this place of uncertainty?
Fade away.
Everything fades away.

Thoughts of suicide
plans for ending have come into focus.
Why am I here in this world of darkness when I don’t want to be?
Desperation, and anxiety kick in.
Is this the end?
I have light in me somewhere. I just can’t sense it now.
If I let it shine, I guess I’ll be able to see it, but who knows?
I don’t think I can.
Do I wanna be the light of the world?
Don’t know if I can handle the pressure
I couldn’t
handle it before I was here
and I don’t wanna come back.
Fade away. Just fade away
Everything fades away.

Part of me wants to be here, but part of me no,
Just fade away.
There’s a battle going on inside me
I feel like I’m never gonna win.
I need an angel at this very moment.
Right now, hope eternal?
I don’t think so.
Not for me, not in this present moment.
For me, hope will always fade away,
yet I still hang on, but I don’t know why.
I’m clinging on to something unseen.
It’s been like that for months now, I can’t explain it.
It’s like something, or someone is keeping me here
when I don’t wanna stay.
I’m done. I can’t do it anymore.
The hurt, the sadness, the loneliness, being misunderstood.
I’m ready.

I take a deep breath.
I sense something near me, and as I slowly look up
I see a ghostly figure approaching.
I rub my eyes in disbelief.
It couldn’t be, but it is, it most definitely is.

She’s majestic, beautiful.
An angelic face, long red hair.
She slowly walks to me, although I should say float
as I never saw her feet touch the ground.
She put her hand on my shoulder and I instantly felt her vibrant energy.
“Who are you?” I ask?
She smiled, a beautiful smile.
“Brigid.” She said without moving her lips.
I stared in dismay.
“Are you an angel?”
A bright white glow, developed around her.
“I’m everything to everybody. If you resonate with an angel
that’s what I am.”
I did resonate with her.
I felt so calm and at peace.
My wanting to fade away was fading away.

I looked at her in stunned amazement.
“I have so many questions.”
“Ask and you shall receive.” She replied in her soothing voice.
“Why are you here?”
“I heard your prayers.”
She paused for a second.
“And you need me at this very moment, no?”
I balled like a baby.
I nodded my head vigorously.
She pulled me close and hugged me tight.
I never wanted this moment to end.
We broke apart and I looked up at her.
“I try to be a perfect person and please everybody. But I just can’t.
I do the best I can but that’s not good enough.” I said through sobbing tears.
She paused, and held my shoulders.
“That is plenty good enough. We are not asking you to be perfect. Far form it.
No one can be perfect in this 3D reality. All you can do is do your best, and look within.
I think you are doing just fine.”
And then she smiled. Her beautiful smile.
With her by my side,
I didn’t want to fade away.
I took a step back.
I felt ashamed, my head was down.
“Do not feel ashamed.” I heard her say.
“I love you.”

We embraced.
“I’m not going to show you what your life would be like without you here,
you’ve seen that many times before, I will say this though.”
We stepped apart and my head was still looking at the ground.
She put her fingers on my chin and lifted my head up.
“Believe in yourself. believe in God, there is a higher power looking out for you.
Have faith, and trust. ALas, always call on me when you need it. I’ll be there for you.”
The tears stopped flowing from my eyes and I rubbed them.
I looked up and in an instant she was gone.
I inhaled deeply, and exhaled.
Fade away, just fade away.
I heard her voice inside my head.
“Be yourself no matter what, and be proud of who you are.”
I took a deep sigh and felt completely at peace.

It felt like a letting go for me,
A release.
I felt a peace and calm like I haven’t felt in a long, long time.
I felt reborn.
Brigid transformed me.
After a moment or two of silent thought I literally ran off that bridge. I wanted no part of it.
Fade away no more. No more fading away.
At that moment I wanted to live. I wanted to live life to the fullest because
life is worth living, no matter what comes your way.
I wanted to live, and not to fade away.

This poem is about somneone who is thinking about killing themselves on Christmas Eve.
They don’t see any reason for living and are very depressed and lonely.
The time has come, and he plans on ending his life.
An Angel appears before him and guides him on what course of action he must take.

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THE LOST LOVE OF ORPHEUS

I wanna tell you a story
of a love that happened many years ago.
A love that was lost but then was found
a true love story that was very profound.
She was the love of my life
and together we would not have strife
until the day she disappeared.

The moment I laid eyes on her I knew she was the one
it was love at first sight.
I knew for her, I would not have to fight.
She looked at me and I at her, a supernatural connection.
A connection of the souls. A connection of hearts.
We fit together like two unbreakable parts.
It was a magical time, a magical place
and in a short time we were together in one space,
we were wed.

It was a long, long time ago
in a strangers land
our love together was definitely not bland.
I knew that with me and her together we would have a great adventure
and this would forever be a joint venture.
It was a jpurney of great expectations.
I loved her and she loved me
and together our love went as far as both our souls could see.

Music man,
music man,
I am the music man.
Music can soothe the savage soul
and tame the wild beast.
Poetry can enlighten even the coldest of hearts
and the two together can be a great start
to end the darkness.

Then, just like that, I lost her. It happened so fast.
I had her in my sights, but somehow, she vanished,
my life became full of sadness
But I didn’t give up hope.
I looked all over in the physical, and spiritual planes.
I looked high, and I looked low
but she was nowhere to be found.
I knew I would have to cover a lot of ground.
The travel was long, far, wide, and deep,
my search for her would not be cheap,
but I didn’t care.
Though I searched through many altered states of consciousness
our love for each other was bottomless.

If I didn’t find her my life would be a fraud
I fell to my knees and cried to God,
“Please help me find my true love I can’t be without her!”
I sobbed for what seemed like forever.
There were tears of sadness and tears of sorrow
I needed to leave no stoned unturned and scour.
My days and nights were a blur.
my strength, and faith I had to stir.

Weeks passed, then months. I prayed every day
but my faith never swayed,
even though every day was the same, with no answer to my call.
If something bad happened to her I would take the fall.
I thought to myself, this will end soon,
I will find her tomorrow
no need to worry, beg, or borrow.

The search was as above, and so below,
within, and without,
I had to spread my wings and find different routes.
I knew whatever may come and whatever may fall
in the end there would be justice for all.

It began without, in the deep dark forests
it is true they are enormous.
Monsters and darkness were all around me
I wish I could have closed my eyes and not see,
but I had to.
There were obstacles and dangers threatening my life
I couldn’t let that stop me, I had to find my wife.
The dragons were there, as real as could be
I couldn’t wait, I had to be strong and make my plea.
They were blocking my path and spewing their fire,
I had to fight through it or I would be buried in a funeral pyre.

The dragons and monsters were slain
it was such a pain
but well worth it.
After the forests, came the mountains,
ominous and striking, tall and white
they were beautiful in the moonlight.

I thought for sure the elements would defeat me
I had to be drastic, and I had to be bold,
I couldn’t let them win even though I was cold.
A shortage of food and water
left me weak, aching, and hungry
I needed to lay down and rest
I felt like a junkie.
Didn’t know how much longer I could go
I didn’t want to put on a show.
With the feelings of depression, and despair flowing through me
I fell on my knees and prayed to my deity.

Then without warning, the search turned within
and I thought to myself, what a long trip this has been.
I heard drums beating in the distance
not sure if they were outside of me or in my own mind,
but I thought, this has truly been a long distance grind.
Wherever they came from, I was put in a trance
my intuition took over and I knew I had to be strong and make my stance.
I knew I would get out of this bind
somehow.

music man, music man,
I am the music man.
Music can soothe the savage soul
and tame the wild beast.
Poetry can enlighten even the coldest hearts
and the two together can be a great start
to end the darkness.

My eyes closed, and the sound of the drums drifted me away
I was strong with my faith, I knew it wouldn’t lead me astray.
I realized I was in an other world,
everything was real, but in a different dimension
it was like I was in animated suspension.
I took a deep breath and looked around
my wife was nowhere to be found.
Then in the corner of my eye
I saw it, I actually saw it
it truly exists,
then out of nowhere it snuck up from behind me and grabbed my wrist.

I shook in my boots, and screamed “Who are you?” Knowing full well who it was,
even though for a second I may have taken a pause.
He grinned and showed his bloody fangs, then growled, “I am the darkness in your soul.”
He dug his long claws in my arm and we began to walk, “Shall we go for a stroll?”
I had to think quickly, and act on my feet
wasn’t sure what to do, but I had to think of something fast
and make a quick break through.
He then said something which took me off guard
He does what he does best when he’s being a card.
“I know who you’re here for, I knew for a long time you would come,
but before I let you see her let’s have a little fun, shall we?”
I then knew what had to be done.

Music man, music man,
I am the music man.
Music can soothe the savage soul
and tame the wild beast.
Poetry can enlighten even the coldest hearts
and the two together can be a great start
to end the darkness.

A thought flashed in my mind I knew what to do
I took out my mini lyre and started strumming
a joyful hopeful tune,
then I sang, I sang powerful and loud
the devil instantly stumbled and fell to the ground.
I could have ran right then but decided to stay,
I know the games he likes to play.
He slowly got up mumbling, and stumbling
his behavior was most puzzling.
I could tell we were getting closer to my beloved,
the only woman I truly loved.

I then sang with all my heart and all my soul
I couldn’t let the beast have control.
It was a love song full of passion and hope,
this always had helped me cope.
Then from a distance I saw her,
she was tied up to a tree just sitting there
as quiet as could be
and the rest became a blur
but I remember, oh how I remember.

I sang louder, and louder and played my lyre
harder and harder
then the devil stopped and looked at me.
“I don’t feel right at all”, he said.
He then fell on his knees, and onto the surface.
I rushed over to my wife, as my life now had purpose.
I rescued her.
We ran past the monster, and I quickly glanced over
I saw what looked like tears, was he possibly having a change over?
Then when we were far, far away from him, we heard his horrific screams in the distance
the change was to good to be true, but for a moment, darkness and light lived in coexistence.
Peace will prevail one day, for that I am sure
we need hope and faith for humainity, and all will endure.

Me and my wife were together at last
our awful ordeal had finally passed.
We hugged long and tight not wanting to let go
our love for one another was shining aglow.
“Never leave me again.” I said as we embraced.
She smiled and said “Of course not our love for each other is full of grace.”
We kissed and then kissed some more not wanting to stop
this event we’ve been through would soon be forgot.
We were so happy, this is what we wanted, the happy ending
we both could feel ourselves ascending
into bliss.

Music man music man,
I am the music man.
Music can soothe the savage soul,
and tame the wild beast.
Poetry can enlighten even the coldest hearts
and the two together can be a great start
to end the darkness.

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SCORCHED EARTH RAVAGED SOULS

The world is burning
our souls are on fire
the Earth is in a funeral pyre
please make it stop
How to make it stop
what can we do?

Thoughts and prayers are nice
but sometimes they just won’t do,
if we don’t do something soon we can bid our lives adieu.
We created this
with our own thoughts
no need to start taking shots
but we each have a part to play in undoing it.
It begins and ends with us.

We’ve raped our planet since the beginning of time
and lost our souls for far too long
soon it’ll be time for a new song.
We don’t care that we’ve killed ourselves
and made her cry tears of sorrow,
there’s no time to think about tomorrow.
The time to change is now, and what’s done is done
but there’s still hope so lets keep our eyes on the sun.

Our minds are stripped of rationality
our lungs are choking
the pain and misery we are selves are evoking
through the smoke,
and pungent smell
An unnatural smell
An unnatural life
lets not let are lives be destined for strife
It’s not what the creator intended.
Our one true creator.
No one to blame but ourselves
The buck stops here.

The Earth is scorched
our souls are ravaged
time to release all our excess baggage.
As above so below
as within so without
what happens in the spiritual realm
happens in the physical plane
we need to be careful or our lives will go down the drain.
What happens outside of us
is a manifestation of what is happening within us.
Pay attention.

We’ve raped our planet since the beginning of time
and lost our souls for far too long
soon it’ll be time for a new song.
We don’t care that we’ve killed ourselves
and made her cry tears of sorrow,
there’s no time to think about tomorrow.
The time to change is now and what’s done is done,
but there’s still hope so let’s keep our eye’s on the sun.

The end times are upon us
where do we go from here
we must figure it out or we will disappear.
All you can see is death and destruction
the future of life hangs in the balance
lets not our hearts grow callous.
The choices we make have consequences
do not fear in this age of uncertainty.
Bring in peace, love and light from our hearts and
all will be well.
Everything will turn out the way its supposed to
it always does, even when we have a
scorched earth and ravaged souls.

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AN ESOTERIC ADVENTURE

Sweet summer light
help me on my plight
don’t let me lose sight
to what is real.

Surrender to the sound
what was lost is now found
live life pound per pound
and be free.

Rewrite your destiny
your soul’s purpose isn’t blasphemy
give your fears a hysterectomy
and get to work.

Tare down what doesn’t serve and start over
it’s okay to look for your four leaf clover
let your soul complete a hostile takeover
to find your truth.

We are all in this together
let your body be as light as a feather
don’t be tied to a tether
and ask for help if you need it.

We are not outside the universe
your life is not cursed
no need to call a hearse
just yet.

We are not alone
It’s okay to let your mind be blown
just pick up the phone
and listen to the silence.

We never die
our soul’s change on the fly
we can go higher than the sky
and transform.

The planets are in our hands
use your life and mind to scan
all you have to do is make a plan
and live.

Our planet is a polarity
we must unite and promote solidarity
so we can reach our prosperity
and grow.

What is fake and what is real
answer the question then live your life with zeal
don’t slip on that banana peel
to prevent you from the truth.

We all have access to intuition
trust it, and see your life unfold to its fruition
you may have to be a beautician
and cut what doesn’t serve you.

We’ve all been here before
deep in our hearts we know what’s in store
no need to be a bore
so live life to the fullest.

You need to know what’s around the corner for your protection
you should do a deep introspection
because you may have to make a correction
and go a different way.

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I AM FREE

I am free
you are free
we are all free in reality.
Free to be who we are meant to be.

The light sets us free
the truth sets us free
the truth inside you
within not without.

The body is free.
There is no physical body, only light.
Death sets us free,
there is no death only life,
eternal life,
live the life that is meant for you to live.

love sets us free,
hate binds us.
Peace sets us free,
don’t let hate rule your heart.
Rest in god, that will set you free
when you rest in god it frees your soul.

see, you are free,
not attached to anything
let it go.

free from emotions
free from worry
free from death
free from life
free from fear
I am free
I am free from evil and darkness
you are free from all that I am
give it to me
and be free.

Be free of thought
I am free of thought
I am free of choice
be free of choice.
Don’t let your choices control you
don’t let them get in your mind
let it go.

I am free
I am free of ego
I am free of pain
don’t let the ego control you
be free
Don’t let your pain hold you in your cages.
I am free
I am free I am free I am free let it go.

Be free of death
be free of life
I am free
you are free
I am free
follow me
follow no one, to be free.
I am free.

As above
so below
as within
so without
and so it is
and it is so.

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THE TREE OF LIFE AND THE LADDER OF LIGHT

Darkness and light are one in the same energy
the light shines what the darkness covers, yet they are neither good nor bad,
they’re the same energy
there is a place and purpose for both, to learn and to grow.
Yet in the end, light is where we want to be, can you see?
God rests in the light, god comes from the light, god is the light
god is light. God is source, God is the universe.
The tree of life is of the earth plane
The ladder of ight is of the spiritual plane
There is no separation
they both are connected together
It’s the souls growth.
It starts from the bottom until it reaches the top
Many incarnations many life times.
Reincarnation is the truth.
Look at the tree of light, and the ladder of light.
There is a hidden truth among them
If you just open your eye and see. See with your one and only eye, the third eye. The eye of guidensss and intuition.
the eye of wisdom and knowledge.
Follow Jesus’ example. Not what religion tells you.
Follow what your third eye tells you, and shows you.
You know the truth.
Man made religion with all its flaws and hatred. Religion wasn’t supposed to be about hate.
climb from that plane up and over the ladder of light. All is exposed there.
darkness bestells darkness
light bestells light.

The tree of life is the beginning.
The ladder of light is the end of this lifetime into another journey
darkness is hate, light is love
we need both to survive, to learn.
Peace is at your finger tips, choose wisely.
Truth is eternal, and wise and free.
See the tree standing great and strong
don’t miss the opportunity to really look at it, dissect it, merge within it.
The tree is calling you,
listen to its wisdom.

The tree of life, and the ladder of light are one.
I said it before and Ill say it again, don’t forsake one for the other
we need both to understand life’s true meaning.
That is the end until we meet again.
As within
so without,
and so it is
and it is so.

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I AM ZERO

I am zero
my thoughts are zero
My reality is zero
all negativity
all fear
all worry
all pain
all sickness
all disease
all stress
all heartache
turn it to a single poi t of light
zero
Everything is zero.
Miracles happen in zero.
turning your life to zero is the beginning of enlightenment
peace
calm
complete stillness.
Zero is in the void
God rests in zero
you are part of God
I am zero.

Replace with what doesn’t serve you
with divine light.
Negativity doesn’t serve you.
What doesn’t serve you is zero.
Saturate your entire being with divine white light.
Let it consume your inner being
your thoughts, your emotions,
your body.
Send out to the universe what you truly want.
Wealth
Abundance
creativity
Peace
Love
Whatever it is send it out.

Bring your tissues in power.
You have the power to change.
Your life is a single point of light
zero.
Let the light transform you into the magical being you are.
When negative thoughts arise, turn them into zero.
Meditate on zero
Be a co-creator of your life
Everything begins and ends in zero
I am zero.

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OUT OF CONTROL LET IT SHINE

One minute it’s hotter than hell
the next it’s as cold as ice
I hear the division bell banging in my ears
don’t know what I’m feeling, I’m losing control
why am I here, when I should be there?
I need to go there and get out of here
don’t know what’s happening or what’s keeping me stuck
but the pain in my head is hitting me like a mac truck
going 100 mph at full speed, feeling overwhelmed
I need to slow down or I’ll end up stuck.

I’m swimming under the brink
I’m gonna sink.
My energy’s sapped
my last nerve shot
my ego’s in control
believe it or not.
Please make it stop.

Don’t like feeling this way
out of control
don’t know what else I can say
but I know I have plenty.

Awake in a world where people are asleep, and in total darkness.
Asleep when people are awake and in a world of light.
Its tough on one’s soul, as at times mine feels like a carcass, and I
don’t wanna end up heartless
but I feel I might

Hard times should make the light grow stronger if you understand
The light is within, even if you don’t think it is, and you do have a purpose.

spread your light in the sea of darkness, and
in the face of hate.
Shine on, let it shine
wherever you are or
whatever you do
let it shine.
When your out of control
let it shine.

You may think you’re in a place that what you’re doing doesn’t matter
that it’s not aligning with your souls purpose and everything will splatter.
Think again.
Things may seem out of control I know
but it’s time to put on a show,
Wherever you are, and whatever you do, you’re an inspiration.
You’re the light that someone else is seeking, be the guide
don’t try to hide
in this world that’s out of control.

You are a light body in the heaviness of this earth
time to show your worth and
let it shine.
Let your light shine through the blackened veil
no need to drink a cocktail
rather, set sail
and let it shine
in this world that’s out of control.

Spread your light in the sea of darkness,
and in the face of hate.
Shine on, let it shine,
wherever you are or whatever you do
let it shine.
When your out of control
let it shine.

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MESSAGES FROM AN ARCHANGEL BELIEVE

Believe in yourself
take risks for your highest good
live life not in worry or fear.
Loved ones that have passed on, are with you and love you, always love. Pay attention to your dreams.

There is love, but there is evil.
There is light, and there is darkness.
Inhuman spirits, roaming no light inside them. Demons. Not in God’s image.
Protect yourself. Shine your light, cut into the darkness. Shred it into tiny pieces, and transform it.
You are strong, powerful. Believe.
Call on your angels, and Jesus, believe you can.

Live life with no regrets
follow your dreams till the very end and beyond
Live not in fear or worry
they no longer serve you. Get rid of what no longer serves. They hinder your journey.
Believe.

Keep your vibration high in the midst of stress
meditate on the one.
You have the courage, you know what to do
trust the universe
trust yourself
Believe.

Let your light guide you
You are here on this earth plane for a very short time, really only a split second.
There is no time in the spirit realm.
Do what you came down here to do
we believe in you,
believe in yourself.
Just believe

Don’t live life in what if’s, it’s a byproduct of fear.
Mediate on the one and only.
You are a part of Christ Jesus
call on him, feel him
you share his consciousness.
Meditate on the one. You know what it is
look within
everything you need to know is there.
Trust.
believe.
Don’t believe in hope. Hope is worry.
Believe that you can move mountains, and change water into wine.
Believe it, know it, in every cell, and every fiber of your being. No doubt.

call on me
peace be with you.
As above so below
And so it is
and it is so.

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LET GOD SPEAK

Let me speak
to your spirit within.
Open your heart and
let the magic begin.

You’ve heard it before,
be still and know that I am God.
Quiet your mind and your chatter.
Be calm.
Raise your energy and feel me
feel me with you
I will talk to you
I am you
let me speak.

When you are weary, and heavy laden,
when you can’t walk another mile,
when you feel like you can’t go on
and want to give up,
don’t.
Don’t ever give up,
call on me.
Just stop whatever you are doing,
breathe,follow the breath, and
let me speak.

You will know it’s me
you’ll know
you’ll just know.
Trust it.
You’ll feel it in the pit of your stomach.
You will know it’s me when you
let me speak.

Trust me
Trust me
I need you to trust me and you.
I am you, you are me
together we are one.
To get the answers you seek, trust me
and
let me speak.

You can see,
you can see how it works.
You have three eyes,
two to look
and one to see, from within.
To see the truth from within.
Feel and trust the truth.
You will see everything
if only you would
let me speak.

Right before dawn, or right after sunset
you’ll hear me the best, but I am always there for you,
anytime day or night.
Waiting, and listening, for when you are ready
When you are ready to,
let me speak.

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